A Decision

Today, just now, I have decided to be done drinking. Not because I don't like the feeling or because I'm a mean drunk. To tell the truth I have been told that I act the same drunk as sober. But because I think that it is pointless. Ok so you spend $20 so you can get drunk and feel like shit the next day. Do you really need the fake happiness and forgetful memory? I also don't like the way that most people act when they are drunk. They talk too loud, too much and brag about things that don't matter. I mean there are a few people that are not like this when they drink. What ever happened to just drinking a couple of beers, watching TV and talking? How come every time you drink you have to get drunk? I think that $20 could be spent in a much better way. I also think that I would much rather spend the time sleep or getting my house ready for the next day. Don't get me wrong it is good to take a break and relax with friends but I definitely think that drinking is not worth the trouble. I don't want my kids to grow up in a house that drinks. No one drinks until the kids are in bed but still I don't think that it is good to have your kids around it. Life is full of decisions that we have to make. Some are easy and some are easier said then done.