Numb

have you ever been so mad that you dont know what to do? ever hurt so much you just want to cry? ever been so scared you just want to run and hide? but you cant? you cant do any of these things. You are so mad that nothing seems real. Nothing seems to be doing what it should. Everything seems fake. You just go through it day after day. You are so hurt you just want to cry but the tears never come. You want to scream but it wont come out. You know that these are the things you should do but for some reason they arent happening. It is then that you realize you have gone NUMB. You no longer feel what you use to. You hurt so much that it doesnt hurt anymore. You start to long for those feelings; hurt, anger, pain, fear. You wonder when will they come back; or if they are even real. One day they will come back. You will feel them more than ever and what ever caused you to go numb you will remember. Then you will be able to run, cry, and scream. At the very moment it comes to you, you will know exactly what to do. Exactly how to get rid of the hurt, anger, pain and fear. One day it will be your turn